"Hi Ren thank you for coming in today" "Thanks for seeing me" "Looking at your file here it seems there's a very apparent interplay With your emotional state and your physical body. Have you heard of the trauma response?" "Um, I don't think so" "Basically our bodies can get stuck in a negative feedback loop Our subconscious can repeat patterns from the past which can Have a pretty drastic downstream effect on our biology... Essentially... Your mind is making you sick" Sick boy sick boy Bitten by a tick boy Looking for that fix boy Anabolic steroids Stem cell poster boy Pass out, white noise Quick fix, snake oil I'm about to break boy Oh, what a shame he's in pain have another go Take another pill, here, take a couple more Let see how your doing in another week or so You'll be feeling worse when the side effect'll show De-realization medical patient Loosing patience with the process Walking hand in hand with satan Complications with the medication Inflammation, dehydration, inhalation aggravation Building up a toleration Drown sucker, drown sucker, drown sucker, drown I've been feeling like I'm drowning with my feet upon the ground I've been screaming I've been shouting I but I never make sound I've been looking for a way out but I always seem to drown "Is this all making sense Ren?" "Yeah, I think so" "Good, what I propose we do is try to pinpoint the exact experiences From the past that are keeping you stuck What can you tell me about your childhood?" "I can't really think..." "Its okay if nothing comes up right away What I'd like you to do is take some deep breaths with me In and out, In and out Good now tell me the first thing that comes to your mind..." I feel like its not me, its the world that's sick We're given everything we need and we commodities it We consume, we destroy like we're parasitic.. https://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/ren/sickboi.html https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Q6uCrpzbPY https://www.youtube.com/@RenMakesMusic